J.M.J.A.T.K.G
Life is still crazy however I'm finding bits of wisdom from a younger me. I swear, I was smarter when I was younger. I don't know what happened to me.
Comments in bold are my comments now.
January 22, 2009
My outlook on life is changing...for the better. This discernment process has been a great thing...but now I feel that trying religious life has to be a long way off...like a few months to a year or when you're 23...but that's okay.
This is the first time that something has made me change...maybe down the line something else will do this to me nope, it's still Religious Life- nice try though.. maybe not, but right now I'm happy of the changes...
Also last night was hard. I doubted everything and I believe it took being so uncertain about things to learn the things I know now. Way to be deep 20 year old me! I really needed to read this today.
It stinks that I have to learn this way but it is what it is.
Life is still crazy however I'm finding bits of wisdom from a younger me. I swear, I was smarter when I was younger. I don't know what happened to me.
Comments in bold are my comments now.
January 22, 2009
My outlook on life is changing...for the better. This discernment process has been a great thing...but now I feel that trying religious life has to be a long way off...like a few months to a year or when you're 23...but that's okay.
This is the first time that something has made me change...maybe down the line something else will do this to me nope, it's still Religious Life- nice try though.. maybe not, but right now I'm happy of the changes...
Also last night was hard. I doubted everything and I believe it took being so uncertain about things to learn the things I know now. Way to be deep 20 year old me! I really needed to read this today.
It stinks that I have to learn this way but it is what it is.
As my grandfather used to tell me, "'Tain't easy, McGee!"
ReplyDeleteHang in there, kiddo! My thoughts and prayers are with you. I am sure if I had blogged or journaled 25 years ago, I would still be trying to sort out the same issues .. over and over .. and over.... :) Good thing God is patient.
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